Today's Ramblings......

Merry Christmas Everyone!!  I hope you are all with your families making lots and lots of memories!  This Christmas is a bittersweet one for me.  My babies are spending their first Christmas with their Dad.  Where I relish the time spent without them, I feel like somethings missing.  

Anywho,  I have been spending the day reconnecting with people I haven't been in touch with for a while and decided to pop in the new Keyshia Cole cd.  It's amazing.  I love it.  My favorite song is "This Is Us".  If you like Keyshia, it's a definite must have!!!!

Today while I was cleaning up the little messes from my babies, I was thinking about a few things.  One thing was what happens when we get something we really really want but seems out of our grasp.  I am a person who can be very stubborn and when I want something bad enough I usually get it without contemplating the cost or degrees that are affected.  A lot of times, it isn't in my best interest or worth the effort.  When you want something bad enough you get one of three outcomes; you get it and it's exactly what you expected, you get it and it's not what you expected (good or bad), or you don't get it at all.

In my life I have experience all three, but the middle one is the one that gets me.  Just today I said, Well I got what I wanted, it just isn't exactly what I was expecting.  In this circumstance it isn't a bad thing, it's just a fact.  It's this outcome, that can teach us the most about ourself if we pay enough attention!!!  My mind constantly dissects actions or motivations, not just of myself but also of others.  I have done my fair share of misrepresentation and I have watched others do the same.  

Keep that thought....gotta switch out laundry.....more ramblings and hopefully I'll finish where I was going with that shortly!!!!!